Riding the Ray
The sky is blue, the sun is out, and it’s 64 degrees! I didn’t realize how much I’ve missed the sun…growing up in Leavenworth, and 300+...
Carrie's heart
The sky is blue, the sun is out, and it’s 64 degrees! I didn’t realize how much I’ve missed the sun…growing up in Leavenworth, and 300+...
I asked this question on my Facebook page the other day. And the answers came back overwhelmingly, "No." Some wise souls asked: "What is...
The darkness is creeping in, in so many ways. As I move into fall, what used to be my favorite season, I now need to bolster up my...
Easters past, Easters present. Expectations met. Expectations shattered. Relating to the darkness between Good Friday, and the...
It's been a very hard 6 weeks. I struggled. Trying to dance in the mourning. It wasn't happening, but I was trying...and hopeful. Joy...
I don't know, I think that will be the title of my book someday. I feel a change in the tide, a change in how I learn to live my very...
As I ponder how to honor Andrea on what would have been her 23 birthday here with us, I am blown away by how God reveals to me in so many...
I'm sitting at school, trying to prep for the last 5 days of school before break, but I can't wait to write to you! God shared something...
It's been a few good weeks. Feeling hope, gratefulness and even joy stronger than the sorrow. I don't know if that means I'm learning to...
Driving out my driveway, there it was...hung right in front of my face. I thought that when she said, "My moon mommy, it's following me!"...
Two weeks ago, when I wrote, it was a hard day. It was a hard write, and a hard read I'm sure. And I wrote that Sunday morning. I then...
I wish I could say all the good things; that I've moved into the time for joy, that the time for mourning is over, that I'm feeling so...
11 months today. I read on Facebook, a friend who is 23 years on this path... I remember that service. I was there. Pregnant with...
I'm learning grace. Many of what I've learned, is through Andrea. But I'm still processing that lesson. Today, I'm giving myself grace....
I don't know how to feel right now. I'm not sure I'm going to post this, but part of me wants to call all of my praying friends to pray....
I wrote this last Thursday, August 11. 9 months. It's been 9 months. For 9 months I carried you in my belly. I was your source of food,...
My emotions are mixed right now. Well, mixed is an understatement. Eight months into this journey, and the waves just keep hitting....
Today is a good day. It's Friday. I made it. It's been a week with a few empty hours. I don't do well with a lack of structure...
It's been awhile. That's been deliberate. The summer starts a whole new ballgame and I'm a little bit nervous. Ok- I'm actually quite...
I haven't wanted to write this week. Emotions overwhelm me. I grieve. I'm angry. I grieve for others. I grieve for me. I'm angry for...